The first of anything is difficult.
The first day of this challenging part of my life has not been easy.
I had a chance today to have it end, but it was not meant to be.
But it was a good first step, no matter how small.
I just have to put one foot in front of the other and keep going.
I am aware of the opportunity before me.
I could go back to where I was, but that is up in the air as of right now.
But if that does not pan out, I have to force myself to look at my present situation as a challenge and an opportunity.
I know it won’t be easy. I will make a few mistakes along the way. Where and when I will end up is a mystery.
But life is a mystery and a challenge. Nothing is guaranteed.
I put my faith and my hope in the hands of my creator, the one who watches over me and everyone else in the world.
I know that everything in life happens for a reason. The hard times I’ve been through have made me the person I am today.
I know I am stronger than my fears and my insecurities.
Doris Day once sang the following lyrics: que sera sera, whatever will be will be, the future is not ours to see.
Tomorrow is a new day, a new chance and a new opportunity.