First Day

The first of anything is difficult.

The first day of this challenging part of my life has not been easy.

I had a chance today to have it end, but it was not meant to be.

But it was a good first step, no matter how small.

I just have to put one foot in front of the other and keep going.



I am aware of the opportunity before me.

I could go back to where I was, but that is up in the air as of right now.

But if that does not pan out, I have to force myself to look at my present situation as a challenge and an opportunity.

I know it won’t be easy. I will make a few mistakes along the way. Where and when I will end up is a mystery.

But life is a mystery and a challenge.  Nothing is guaranteed.

I put my faith and my hope in the hands of my creator, the one who watches over me and everyone else in the world.

I know that everything in life happens for a reason. The hard times I’ve been through have made me the person I am today.

I know I am stronger than my fears and my insecurities.

Doris Day once sang the following lyrics: que sera sera, whatever will be will be, the future is not ours to see.

Tomorrow is a new day, a new chance and a new opportunity.



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