Life is never straightforward or simple. Nor is anything guaranteed. Sometimes you take chances and the result is not what you thought it would be.
I took a chance and, well, it didn’t turn out as expected.
I had hoped that the consequence of this choice would be a positive one, but it was not meant to be.
I sort of saw it coming, but I hoped that it would not turn out as is it did.
Even though it hurts, I am proud of myself for trying. I did learn something about myself, something which I needed to learn.
One of the posts on my facebook wall recently said that our best teachers are our mistakes. Very prophetic.
I can only go forward and take that lesson and experience with me. As much as I keep wishing it, there is no going back and undoing what has already been done.